More Later....

But I just wanted to thank those who gave me advice (both here and out there) about my predicament. I do want to share one thing: After all the crying and yelling and hurt feelings and ‘I’m sorry's’ and 'I Love You's', a miraculous thing happened. I told Mr. Big that we could no longer use text messaging when we found ourselves in the middle of a discussion where a misunderstanding might occur. I wasn’t sure if he would remember that plea or not. But sure enough, last night when we were bouncing back a few messages, he suddenly called me and said he wanted to speak to me and avoid any confusion over the topic. I was completely blown away. It meant more to me to hear that than just about anything else in the last few days- including all the apologies! What that said to me is that there is a genuine level of commitment and desire to work through what problems we face.

I went to bed with a smile on my face and a hopeful lift in my heart for what we have now and what we can achieve in time.



(and yes, I am well aware of how damn cheesy that sounds.)